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Sunday, February 15, 2009
5:40 AM


where are you?
how are you doing?
questions i wanna ask today. But. Nah. Better just keep it to myself.
I just wanted u to want me. Thats it. Nothing more.
Must be hard for you. I understand.
I didnt mean to explode. But i cnt take it anymore. Everything just had to go.
I really hope u could just see where im coming from.


Right now, it seems that u're out there somewhere with ur friends.
U wanted to be free.... u must be very happy now huh.
No more commitments.
I really wanted to work things out. I dont wanna fight anymore.
But its all too late now.
I just hope ure out there doing the right things.




Now. Im afraid. Afraid to open up. Fear of being let down.
If only u could look into my eyes and say u wont do me the same.
Haha. Fat hope.




Oh well. Since nobody is going to read this. let this be the place where i crap myself out.
Ure never going to read this.
so here goes.
I still love you... Never did hated u..